ambivalence

她对是否接受这份工作感到矛盾，既渴望挑战又担心压力。

She felt ___ambivalence about accepting the job, both eager for the challenge and worried about the stress.

他对求婚这件事深感矛盾，既爱她又害怕这份承诺。

He struggled with deep ___ambivalence about the marriage proposal, loving her but fearing the commitment.

公众对公投的矛盾态度反映在异常低的投票率上。

The public's ___ambivalence toward the referendum was reflected in unusually low voter turnout.